Sad thoughts

All i ever wanted was for you to be happy. Help in you in way to lessen ur burdens and all. Make u feel that your never alone and im juz here always watever happens... I wanted to make you laugh or talk out anything to ease out whatever you negativity you have inside... Or even just listen in anything you say... I wanted to do more and do lots of things for you... But everytime i do so, its like im just getting farther. I feel like im never welcome and just forcing myself just to fit in such space in your heart..juz tell me coz i really dont know and i dont easily understand lots of things, i dont know what to do. Am I juz really that of a nuisance? :(