A piece especially for you in the day of hearts

 

In this mind and heart of mine,
thoughts of you creeping to every parts of me like vine...

You are really one of a kind,
 you're the greatest love anyone could ever find...

Whether you believe me or not,
I'm willing to risk and give the very best I got...

Coz seeing you are ok, smiling and happy,
is enough for me to say life is not at all that crappy...

But rather life is so wonderful,
 just because you are there that makes it amazingly beautiful...

Only time could prove that this love of mine for you is everlasting true,
and I will always be here for you especially most when you are feeling blue.

-jopz-

Sometimes the Happiness of someone special is more important than your own

LETTING GO TAKES LOVE

To let go does not mean to stop caring, it means I can’t do it for someone else.

To let go is not to cut myself off, it’s the realization I can’t control another.

To let go is not to enable, but allow learning from natural consequences.

To let go is to admit powerlessness, which means  the outcome is not in my hands.

To let go is not to try to change or blame another, it’s to make the most of myself.

To let go is not to care for, but to care about.

To let go is not to fix, but to be supportive.

To let go is not to judge, but to allow another to be a human being.

To let go is not to be in the middle arranging all the outcomes,  but to allow others to affect their destinies.

To let go is not to be protective, it’s to permit another to face reality.

To let go is not to deny, but to accept.

To let go is not to nag, scold or argue, but instead to search out my own shortcomings and correct them.

To let go is not to adjust everything to my desires, but to take each day as it comes and cherish myself in it.

To let go is not to criticize or regulate anybody, but to try to become what I dream I can be.

To let go is not to regret the past, but to grow and live for the future.

To let go is to FEAR LESS and LOVE MORE.

Remember:  THE TIME TO LOVE IS SHORT. ~Author Unknown

Letting go takes a lot courage and a lot of LOVE and only those who are brave enough will let go without any resistance on their part, allowing events to flow naturally even if it hurts. - PurposeFairy

You really know when you love someone that much coz the happiness of that special someone is most of the time more important than your own.

Sad thoughts

All i ever wanted was for you to be happy. Help in you in way to lessen ur burdens and all. Make u feel that your never alone and im juz here always watever happens... I wanted to make you laugh or talk out anything to ease out whatever you negativity you have inside... Or even just listen in anything you say... I wanted to do more and do lots of things for you... But everytime i do so, its like im just getting farther. I feel like im never welcome and just forcing myself just to fit in such space in your heart..juz tell me coz i really dont know and i dont easily understand lots of things, i dont know what to do. Am I juz really that of a nuisance? :(

Believe in yourself.

There may be days when you get up in the morning and things aren't the way you had hoped they would be,

....that's when you have to tellyourself that things will get better.

There are times when people disappoint you and let you down,but those are the times when you must remind yourself to trust your own judgments and opinions, to keep your life focused on believing in yourself and all that you are capable of.

There will be challenges to face and changes to make in your life, and it is up to you to accept them.

Constantly keep yourself headed in the right direction for you. It may not be easy at times, but in those times of struggle you will find a stronger sense of who you are. So when the days come that are filled with frustration and unexpected responsibilities, remember to believe in yourself and all you want your life to be, because the challenges and changes will only help you to find the goals that you know are meant to come true for you.

Keep believing in yourself. God is always there for us and im just around here too

On The Other Side

I know that the doors are closed now... and whatever I do, there is no room inside for me... coz I know the feeling is not mutual and I cannot force you to feel the same way... and I know im being stubborn and all but then, its just that i cant help myself... i just cant give up on it that easily... And wanted you to know that just outside that door, there will always be someone that will be there for you if ever things may go wrong... i know somehow these are just merely words but then again these words are sincere and true... though i really wanted to show it to you even before but somehow im hesitant in such that sometimes there's a part of you that wont allow me to.. even so i really do love you... i dont know if ever i will have the chance to be with you coz only God knows what He has for you and me but i do pray for it someday... If ever it wont happen, then i just pray for your happiness. If ever this blog offends you in any way, i dont mean to do so and i know im not always right. Im just a man who is just crazy in love with the most amazing woman in this world and thats Yu.

You can always buzz me up no matter what... coz as i always said, i'll be here for you... you may not hear from me coz i respect ur privacy and personal life and somehow its my way of saving myself from breaking down but dont ever hesitate to reach for me if ever you will need me though i know its unlikely to happen but even so i just want you to know. Until we meet again..

Loving Yu always,

-Jopz-

Ask me why..

Ask me why I keep on loving * * * * * * * * * * when It's clear that you don't feel the same way for me... the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me, I can't force myself to stop loving you .

Still Yet Unknown

Here I'am again... freeing the thoughts and feelings I have inside through this blog. Somehow it lessens the burden inside. As of the moment, Im really like stuck in a dark closed space. Yet stuck, I'm still trying to grasp that tiny bit of light because I have faith in HIM. Though I admit that there were times that I doubted His existence and questioned His authority... But I came to realized later that I didn't questioned all the good things He had done for me.. Though He didn't gave me the things I really wanted but He showed it that what He gave me are the things I needed and its also like His telling me that its still not the time to have the things I wanted... Every time He strengthens my patience. He tried to strengthen me as a person... I'm just a man who commits mistakes and weak, but because of Him somehow I came on surviving this journey of life. I do thank Him for that, I really do.

I know for the very fact that I do sometimes became immature on things. I do get emotionally affected and as a result decides abruptly without thinking. I guess everyone gets to such point in life.. But even though i did some things, but i always assure it will harm no one but me... I'm always cautious in things to avoid hurting others, I always do think of other people more than myself. But there was a time that I need to think of myself just once enable to keep on living this life. At that moment, i pulled myself in order to keep me out from breaking down. Its something that I don't have, yet its a very big part of myself. Its a feeling and something that i never had before in my life but then its the most certain thing i ever know.. I know for the fact that the feeling is not mutual but then again somehow I know its just you.

I kept some distance not because my feelings changed but rather I just want you to feel free and do the things you like and not suffocate you of me. Somehow also i was hoping you'll miss me. Maybe I'm not near where I'm used to be, but really I'm just around waiting, and ready anytime whatever happens... You don't need to call my name, just a single sign is all it will just take to let me know and i'l come running. What the future holds for me and you is uncertain, but I'm hoping and praying for that time will come it will be mutual.. and I'm doing my very best for a better future with His guidance.

I also want you to know, that aside from HIM above, your friends and family, there will always be a me you can run to, that loves you so and will always do, even if its not me and you.. Things I do is because of you. Your happiness is my happiness. These are not just words but rather are facts that I can only prove through time and if you'll let me...and still hoping, coz tomorrow is Still Yet Unknown..

-JopZ-